This past week has been rough... I had a minor fender bender, that resulted in a sore back and a dented and cracked bumper. The pain has gotten to me, and it enticed me to use. I'm not proud of it. In fact, I have had issues with my mental state. I have been down. The last car accident totaled my car. and landed me where I am today, living with my parents. I was feeling lost. and not sure where to go. More stresses are pilling up all around me. and I just need a self-care day... but I need to write a paper, and do some training..... I feel overwhelmed. I know where this all leads.... right back into addiction. I had one slip today, I don't want another... I need an attitude adjustment... I'm dangerously low and I am afraid that I can't or don't want to catch it in time...
Am I in trouble...??? I want to scream. I have 3 days to complete my paper and it's halfway done. I can do this. but Can I really do three jobs?????? Time will tell I need a break.
