I finally feel like me... I want to play my instruments. I want to do well in school. I want to exercise. I want to not give in to addiction. But the only thing is that the addictions where a part of me for quite a while. The only question is what do I do if they return. With feeling like me again, I just hope that it stays this way.

I felt like cooking for the first time. I may be crazy but I feel like myself again. And I'm happy.