Never Being Good Enough!!!!
That's the wall that I want to break. Currently I am overweight. I haven't wanted to workout. This is important because I have not felt that I'm important.
Why I wanted Suicide so bad
~~ Fear of the future
~~ Fear of not being enough
~~ Fear of being imperfect
~~ Fear of leaving home
~~Fear of LIVING!!!!
Why I bring up the weight.... because I am afraid of the same thing as I want with why I wanted Suicide.
A little look with my study skills... I am still afraid that I'll fail, that I'm not good enough, that life is not worth living...
Now I know, what I am afraid of, and what I need to change, mentally.
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