The big stack of books......

I have 4 self-help books.... I just don't know where to start.. except for one place.... sleep but I can't sleep right now, I'm wide awake. Then I start to think that I should write, but I don't know what about... Then I think I'll never get through them at this rate. Them just sitting there with me lacking in desire to look at them.... maybe I should go to the library and study there.... but one problem, then I wouldn't have internet. Oh what to do??