My Circles

I could have gone to a meeting tonight but decided to stay home and write. More or less I just wanted time to watch what I want to watch for once....At the same time I need support, but at the same time I need to fully decide what my Circles are.... If you are familiar with SAA then you may have heard of the three circles. My inner circle behaviors include, sex with another person who is not my husband, masturbation, and self-injury. My middle circle behaviors include looking at pornography, on Fling/SnapSext. My outer circle behaviors include going to meetings, working on my steps, working on counseling activities....

With that being said, I need to focus on my outer behaviors to escape my inner behaviors. That also includes making friends and finding a job that allows me to attend meetings. Most importantly I need to start working the steps, but what the heck does that mean???