The Future

I have always had a fear of the future, and not wanting to face adversity. I finished my degree (B.S. in Psychology) and now I don't know what to do with myself. I want to do mental health counseling but I have my own crap to deal with. I have complex PTSD, Depression, and an addiction. I did talk with a few people to ease the pain of the last few days. My living situation has changed and I'm not handling it well. I don't know what the future has in store for me but I do know there will be lots of changes. I want to just scream!!!!And then cry for quite a while.