Spring has come... but the weather seems to be a bit Bipolar... Sunny one day, rain the next, then snow... is this spring or some other season.
The warmer weather helps the mood. over the past month I haven't really had to many suicidal thoughts. But once something goes wrong with my physical body, that's when I turn to the idea of seeing the pain that I feel inside me.....Since Monday, I have choked once, and my throat has been very tight... So I went in to the doc, and I have a test later that I"m a bit scared for.
Is there anything else??? Always. I haven't had the will to post, since I haven't had to many disturbing thoughts. I've been doing well... that is until yesterday...
On a brighter note, I have had a lot of time to study, but a lot of time to think.
