Going nowhere

I am going nowhere! I was trying to fine my purpose, then I got hit with depression. I have been told to do various things but I'm going nowhere!

Memory

What ever happened yesterday!? I know my parents came and a few other things but what else happened? I have not knowing. I miss my memory. I miss knowing who I am. I feel separate from my old self. Now my head hurts. But I must be strong. Because I am a survivor!

Thoughts from the psych ward

Where am I going? Who am I?

I'm not crazy, yet I'm treated like I can't control my actions.
I'm not my illness.
My illness controls me.
Who am I?
I do not know or understand anymore
Where is the answer as to who I am.

I don't want to face the truth