Monday, September 24, 2018

New experiences

I recently got a new device, now I want to look at things I shouldn't, and the temptation is real. So instead I'm blogging. My fight is to not use my addiction for 30 days for a reward. And All I want to do is use. I have a guy friend who doesn't know but might know to get to know me. It's tough though. I want to tell him for support. I recently broke off another relationship that was long distance. I'm thrilled I did. I just felt that 1 hour is better than a guy that doesn't drive and wanted me for my body. This guy wants me for me.  I learned quite a bit last night, and it felt good to get close to him but to keep it PG. It's tough though. I want so much more, but I can't have it that way.

I did start a master's degree program. And it's hard work. This week is about self-care. Something I Need to focus on. And I'm getting help from Grammarly.com it's been a lifesaver.