Late Night

It's almost midnight, and I'm online trying to distract myself with just about anything.... But nothing is really helping, the thoughts are always in the background. My little Devil is just having way to much fun trying to get me to do things that I don't want to do. It's what she wants, not what I want. I just don't know how to help myself, or how anyone else could help me. The question is "What things will help? and What can I do to talk things through?" there are lots more questions, but I think I'm running out of time to answer them, before things start happening... Needless to say, I'm scared. AHHHHH!!!