No longer worried

Everything will be okay. Everything will work out, I just need to turn to God, my higher power. Life isn't simple for me, it's quite complicated but, I can and will get through the weekend. I had a blessing and was told that this is just for a small moment, and I can do this, and not to worry about my job. That some key people in my life will be blessed in being able to help me with what I need. It's a great comfort to know that I'll be okay, and everything will work out. That I will be able to handle the things that have happened this week... and there's a lot. I just hope I can keep my anxiety level under control when I am with a certain person. Here's to the future!!

They can't fire me, can they???

That's the thought that keeps going through my head.... and I had to talk with my therapist about it, Luckily there are things in place to protect me, but they do have the right to know if I'm doing okay and ask questions. I guess I have to be okay with that. I don't want to tell my story but at the same time I need a little extra help these days. I hate asking for help.

I will have to go to the store today, and talk with a few good friends. and If needed call the crisis line to make sure that I can keep myself safe. I know I can but after this week, I'm being careful. I haven't gone over what happened to me yet... and today is the day, at least I have an anti-anxiety medication on board...

Don't think I'll do this alone anymore I need people. :)

Reread. ... am I really worth the time

Finding my way back to you, is this my way of finding myself... through addiction??? Will I lose myself or will I gain myself back if I continue??

I reread my last post and I'm even more confused... Not just about the letter, but about a guy that seems really nice but will he abuse me, either physically, emotionally, or spiritually...... If he is reading this... I really need his thoughts.... and soon.