Explosion~~******

Sooner or later things catch up to you. As they have me. I'm contemplating droping out of this semester and just trying to get the meds in a better place where the side effects don't affect me like this. When my head hurts and pain relievers wont work, that's when I turn to other things, that's when it get's dicy. Well I've been at this point before, and nothing has happened, I can't keep coming back to this point, I want to leave it here, but it keeps coming back. What do I do? What can I do to think straight. I hate my life right now, it feels like gravity is working against me....