Need to study....

I really hate the position that I'm in. I'm in a lot of pain physical and mental. But the mental pain is not even ending. I've had two small anxiety attacks today, but I'm still in a lot of pain. I need to study, but I can't focus. My mind is on a different world, a world that I don't want.Or do I..... I have to decide.... I have one person to talk to, but at the same time, I really don't want to. The pain is getting to me, I got sleep last night but not the night before. I have a test on Friday, and I'm a bit scared that I don't know the material due to what has happened. Will the pain go away?