Pain

I had an anxiety attack, the first one in 10 months. and I'm in soo much pain. My neck is the worst, so tight. Not to mention the anxiety towards the si and sui. I've been supper tempted. It sounds good, to get away from this pain. It might be easy, and it's one thing that is been on my mind. I'm scared, very scared. I have a lot of stresses. I seek control and the attacks means that I loose that control over my body and then I fight for the control again. I just hope I can sleep tonight.... I hope I can think again... I hope I can get things done.... I want sleep. I just hope it comes easily, and with not as much pain.