I thought I was doing okay, then this the last hour came. I wanted pain, a physical manifestation of what I was feeling in my head. So, I found pain.
Not the best thing but that's why it's called an addiction. I guess I wanted some form of punishment for spending a lot, but it was worth it. Now I just have to put it behind me, and try again tomorrow.... I'll eventually be pain free.... eventually.
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