I made it through the day, and just 14 hours until I can actually talk some of this out. Which is going to be hard. I have soo much to do, but having zero will to get things done really sucks.
Tonight may be hard, I'm going to type out all of the memories that have begun to haunt me. I'm scared... and no one really knows about how bad it was today. But I know I have to be honest with myself, and then maybe I can talk it all out... I'm very scared!!!! There's a part of me that says, don't go into the memories tonight, just let them be. But I know that if I do I can't continue on the path to recovery.
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