You've made it so far

Another thing stuck out about the session today, that I can't get out of my head. "You've made it so far, Don't quite now" Then I think about Robin Williams. How he made it so far and gave up in the end. It's getting to me, and I can't get it out of my head. Then I keep seeing this part in a movie, and keep seeing me instead of the actor, desperate for death. I want to do well on my exam tomorrow and since I may not be able to sleep, at least I have something to do. Not sure how much more I can take tonight. I should call, I should talk to a multiple of people. Instead I am putting what I'm thinking online. Now I just need to study a bit more tonight. Since my mind is relaxing a bit.